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Name: Matt
Country: United States
State: Massachusetts
Birthday: 7/22/1988
Gender: Male


Interests: football, bbal, girls, pretty much all sports cept 4 soccer
Expertise: pretty much all sports exept for soccer.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Textiles


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Member Since: 4/4/2004

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Monday, August 08, 2005

yea i gota stop bitchin about stupid little problems like in the previous couple entries. alot of people have alot of worse shit goin on than i do and here i am crying abot shit like acouple people not talking to me and my parents splitting. yea that sucks but wutever some people dont even have parents at all. that must be alot worse. i jst gotta start bein a man and dealin wit my own shit instead of yelling at this stupid xanga thing. it doesnt do shit and i gotta deal with things the right way. so this is my last xanga entry. im done dealing with having this thing here to jst type shit out im dealin from now on

 

                                   peace


Tuesday, August 02, 2005

All over the world baby, it's only right that I share my experiences with ya'll, cause I've been
Places where you'll never imagine, but Ima start at home, when I see a girl I like I walk straight up to her
And I'm like (ugh), Heyy girl how ya doin, you are the woman that I'm really pursuin, I would like to get
To know ya, can you gimme ya name, if you jot down ya number you'll get mine in exchange, Heyy
See I'm the man of this town, and I hope you would'nt mind if I showed you around, so when you
Go to certain places you'll be thinkin of me, we got people to meet and many places to see, Heyy
I'm really diggin ya lips,but be careful where you walkin when you swingin them hips, I'm kinda
Concerned that you'll be causin a crash wit ya traffc jam booty, heads pausin so fast, Heyy
I would'nt trade you for the world I swear it, I like ya hair and every style that ya wear it,
And how the colors cordinate wit ya clothes, from your manicured nails to ya pedicured toes

[Chorus]

[Ludacris]
You hear the song so dance, don't always think I'm tryna get in your pants,cause see me my
Pimpin's in 3-D, I'm takin you places you only see on T.V., tryna show ya that livin is trife,
How many guys you know that can bring the travel channel to life, one day we on the autobahn
Swervin drivin, next day we in the sun on the Virgin Islands, if you wit me ain't no time to
Sleep, especially at wet willies on Miami Beach, but I drive you off and pay you no attention if
I make it to Atlantas Brina Brothers convention, then jump in the car and just ride for hours,
Makin sure I don't miss the homecomin at Howard, Hawaii to D.C. it's plenty women to see, so if
Yo ass don't show up it's more women for me, Heyy

[Chorus]

[Ludacris]
I'm in New York at the Puerto Rican day parade, then at night I'm in New Orleans drinkin hand
Grenades, outnumbered by the dozens at the jazz fest, in Mardigra all the women tryna show me
They chest, Heyy
I'm in Jamaica spendin massive bucks, while the ladies all beggin me to mash it up, I had sad
Beginnings when I rap wit no fans, now it's all happy endings in my lap in Japan, Heyy
I used to think that it was way too cold til I went to Canada and saw some beautiful hoes, now I
Hit the caribana every year in Toronto, then fly to Illinois to get a taste of Chicago(ugh),Oh
Yet and still you would'nt believe your eyes if you went to Brazil, ain't no need of even askin
Brah, the best women are reside in Africa, and that's real

[Chorus]

[Ludacris]
Sing it hoes

[$Money Mike$]
Pimpin pimpin pimpin, ladies and gentlemen as we ride out, could we have all the real pimps,
Please put both of your pinky fingers high in the air, now ladies look around wit me, lets see if
We can weed some of these niggas out, cause it's no way that all these niggas could be pimpin, no
If you happen to see a nigga wit two sweat patches up under his arms, look like he been swimmin
In shoulder height water, please tell that nigga, put yo hands down, if you smell like you been
At work all day and your car, please put your hands down, now look up at the pinky fingers that
Are still in the air, if you see him ashy around the knuckles, like the nigga wash half of his
Hands and lotion three quarters of his body, please say put yo hands down, if yo spinnin rims
Spin counter clockwise, you are not pimpin, if you are dancin on the dancefloor and you look to
Yo left and yo right and you do not see a woman in sight, guess what you guessed it you are not
Pimpin, if your Vodka and cranberry is really really dark like blood, that's because you did'nt
Order Vodka buddy, that's why it's three dollars a glass, put your hands down, now look down, I
Need everybody to pull up your pants leg one time ok, you see the nigga wit the white socks NOT
PIMPIN! [fading out], sorry unless you tryna do the Beat It entorauge, if your shoes have a buckle
On, your not pimpin

 

 

 just straight up a good song.

 

 

                                   peace


Monday, August 01, 2005

ok i was alittle over the top the other night... i dont hate my life. but shit def isnt going good for me right now. yea i do have ALOT  of fake friends that just straight up dont care and for those of u who fit into that category ur just fucking gay and i dont understand you. i know that i care about most people. but i just dont get how some people ca just use others just so they have something to do. some people just pretend to care about someone so that they can chill with them and have something to do so that they dont feel like a comlete loser. and that kinda sit is fucking gay. iv done that maybe once or twice in my life so far and im fucking ashamed for doing that kind of thing. just chill with those people that u really like and care about for real. be with the people u really want to be with. but i definaley do want a gf right now cuz i want some1 thats there for me regardless of whats happening. thats soething im missing in my life right now which kinda gets at me alittle bit. but i do have some friends that are def there for me when i need them. i kno anthony is there even tho he got arrested at my house when i was gon. i know that he cares. hes a good kid. and brian even tho hes got his girl or had his girl and chiled with her some hes always there for me to talk to usually. and eric i can always talk to about shit i know hes right down the street for me if i need him at all times of the night. and emma definatley is always there for me.i kno if i need someone that shes there always to help me out and talk through shit if i need it. and people that responded to my last enrty where i seemed realy sad. those people jst make me feel alot better about shit. but my rents are real close to splitting my mom jst asked my dad to leave the house and move out the other night but i dont no wuts goin on. and i gotta decide weather or not to put my dog to sleep. wich sucks cuz hes blind and and cant hear. its really sad but whatever jst gotta decide wut to do about tht. but whatever i definatley gotta decide who my real true friends are. but some people just are really fake and just dont care and those kind of people really piss me off. people i thought were my friends but end up not talking to me all summer and fuckin dont try to talk to me or chill. those people just dont care. that shows u do not care. but whatever im not gettin into that kinda shit right now but if u actually care then comment or call me or whatever. but if u actualy do care then u sould be talking to me anyways. butttt. anyways call me and we can chill whoevers reading this prly not alot of people will but whatever. anyways i guess im likie that as well in a way cuz i dont call people to chill. but thats cuz people dont call me so i get the feeling that they dont want me to call them. i dont know i guess thats where my shyness comes into play. just uncertainty about how people feel about me. which is also y i dont have a gf cuz i worry too much. but i also dont want to push people into doing stuff with me cuz ive had people do that to me and its no fun do to people so i try to stay away from it. i just dont know. i want to know who my true friends are and who really ccares cuz right now i just dont which is the main point of this entry. but people who seem to care and then all of a sudden just dont talk to u or call u or anything just randomely. thats the worst.........................................................  

   anyways thats my shit thait i got goin right now i jst want some1 that i know cares for real. i dont want no fake bitches like u get alot of the time.

 

 

             peace and gimme a call to chill if u want

 


Friday, July 29, 2005

hey i dont like my life too much rite now. i have no1 there for me wenever i need some1 there my friends work alot of the time so i cant chill with them alot. i dont do anything and some people dont help with how i feel about that. people that i thought cared but just dont at all. that stuff hurts. and even tho no1 will prlly read this if u think im being emo fuck you cuz im jst speaking my mind for once. some people just pretend to care. teyl chill with u and talk to u but just dont really care. thats what i feel like im missing. people who actually care about me. theres only mayb 2 people that i feel that do care about me in my life and it does not feel good. i dont get calls from people. people dont text me. no1 cares for the most part. and for those who dont fuck you cuz u just suck.  this is my mad entry that i hope every1 reads. but what i say is true and how i feel.  this is supposed to be senior year shit is suposed to be picking up getting more exiting but i feel like its going in reverse. and its just not a good feeling at all. i dont like the way i feel alot of the time my parents are about to split i feel like im loosing my friends and i just feel alone. i c people around me with their girls and it hurts cuz i dont have ne1 like that and its startin to get to me.but wutever if anyone actually cares about me or that i dont feel good u will comment on this entry ad make me feel better no matter hoe emo and pussy this entry is. i honestly dont give a fuck ne more.

 

                     anyways i hope everyone is having a good summer and are just happy with their lives.

 

                                       peace


Wednesday, July 06, 2005

EVERYBODY CHILL.

 

 

                                                    peace



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